[Verse 1: kVr]

High 5 for the free to the one that's first

To dive right into my dreams on the 31st

And it made them burst, no seams to knit, never to be nursed

Feeling like I'm cursed, and I'm cursing back at you and at what feels like the worst

The unquenchable thirst for life to stop leaking like fluid

Between my fucking fingers that are dancing in convulsions

Everfalling from the stairs and now my head feels like a ruin

I'm behaving like a skitzo in the middle of the ocean

I'm backing up from everything that is social

The distance has never been larger

Now take the time to look deep into my emotions

And see that I'm not anymore in the charge of

What's going on with me, I don't feel like a being

Everyone's disappointment, cannot bear this shit

Have I ever said that I'm alright? All lied

I won't get to live my life with it, it's distant

[Verse 2: LyteSpeed]

Going down

Leave them with an open mouth

Tie the braided rope around their neck

Until they’re choking out, hold them down

Losing breath, they’re zoning out

Depression leaves a broken smile

Like, why you want to pull me down

And gotta fall to underground?

'Cause everybody really wanna see me dead

And because so I think I’ll really motherfucking bleed again

And it’s got me thinking when did I let my fucking demons in?

When did I let my demons in? Seeping in

Is it 'cause I cannot feel my feet again?

I don’t like the outcomes that I see within

Is it 'cause I cannot feel my feet again?

I don’t like the outcomes that I see within

I know I may seem so distant

I am trying to break out

Break the walls that all confine me

Come, come find me, get me out

Blood runs down my forehead, dripping

Screaming loud, I think about

People who come push me down

And give me doubt, I’m falling down