[Verse 1]
Nothin' can make this man chill, makin' me wanna grab steel
Pop this seal, end this headache, I ain't talkin' advil
All I see is fake love, look at me keepin' it mad real
If money make the world go 'round, understand that I am at a stand still
I swear to God that it's like an anvil on top of my shoulder blades
Never seen a colder rage, lately no sober days
Vodka mixed with Percocet, bitch, I am a nervous wreck
If you come into my bubble, I'm catchin' a body like circus net
If you ain't learned this yet, well then class in session
I'm past aggression, this is the last confession (Amen)
Never judge a book by its cover before you read it
You ever feel you need to kill for the things that are needed
But you just keep it a secret, deep down you're feelin' defeated
You can't eat, sleep, your body's weak and you're ready to leave it
Because it's hard bein' light when your surrounded by darkness
It's hard spreadin' love when you're feelin' so heartless
[Chorus]
If you think that you know me, I got some issues and some deep dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!)
If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!)
If you think that you know me, I got some issues and some deep dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!)
If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!)
[Verse 2]
I'm pacin' my minds racin', red line, throttle stuck
Never seen this side of me 'cause I usually keep it bottled up
Like how the fuck do I keep calm, these problems that I speak on
I'm goin' off the deep end, leap then (He gone)
Hi, welcome to my abyss, you can all die in lion piss
Another psychiatrist, I tried but I ain't buyin' this
Shit that they tell me but they possibly right
Like the voices that I hear in my head that I constantly fight (Argh!)
And honestly I just might snap, I'm tryin' to keep this man afloat
But I'm sinkin' like a banana boat, I'm sick in the head, no antidote
I can't stand it, no, I've turned into an animal
You try stoppin' me and I'ma let this fuckin' ammo go *Gunshot*
And I'll do it in an instant, I end your resistance
And I don't need assistance, you better keep your distance
Or you gonna have to kill me man, do you feel me fam?
Now do you understand who I really am? (Who I really am?)
[Chorus]
If you think that you know me, I got some issues and some deep dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!)
If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!)
If you think that you know me, I got some issues and some deep dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!)
If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!)
[Verse 3]
I wake up in a cold sweat, I ain't got no check
Another eviction notice and now I'm in more debt
I'm fightin' like a war vet with my split personality
It's worse than you think, young Lyte versus reality
You already know that I'm a wack job, it's who I be I don't act odd
He's way too gone (Hehehehe), please bring me back, God!
I'm typically poor, I'm despicable lord
Chemically imbalanced strangled by them umbilical chord
And I'm biblical for 'cause I'm afraid of my dark side
You can look in the archives and open my heart wide
It's empty, amend me, don't tempt me, needing to vent see
Lucifer or God? I don't know who sent me
Woot-sa, woot-sa, problems I got a list, yo
Bitch, I'm a schitzo, only calm with a fistful
Pills and a pistol, so you can go and judge me
This is who I am, so hate me or love me
[Chorus]
If you think that you know me, I got some issues and some deep dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!)
If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!)
If you think that you know me, I got some issues and some deep dark secrets (I feel like I'm sinkin'!)
If I share my pain with you, would it be an inconvenience? (This is my weakness!)