Disarray

By Lyte

On Full Force

Released on November 14, 2024

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[Intro]

More than 3,000 people died in the state last year

You know, micrograms of a dosage of these opioids can kill and have killed

Nearly a 108,000 overdose deaths in twelve month period. Um, you know 295 people dying every day


[Chorus: Stray]

You tried to change it but cannot get away

Same shit but a new day

Life is in pieces, in disarray

Follow through with the shit you say

You tried to change it (you tried changin') but cannot get away

Same shit but a new day

Life is in pieces, in disarray

Follow through with the shit you say


[Verse 1: Lyte]

Started with the Vikes and the Percs

It was nice and it worked 'til you built your tolerance

No scholarship convincing yourself like "Nah, that's not where the dollars went" (Nope)

Relying on a pill to feel like a normal human being (grr!) is so consuming

See assuming he's doing good and resuming clean (Aww!)

Karma's catching up and you're followed by a black cloud

Try to get a grip and cracked out (Help!)

'Til you OD or you black out (black out!) and your whole life's stuck in the background (Dang!)

And you fiendin' for a fix and your so called friends says he's got something that's cheaper and stronger

Got what you seek next week he's a goner (Huh!)

And this road gets deeper and longer

Doing everything in your power coward (hello?) to keep neglecting the pain

That poison you inject in your veins

Side effect infectin' your brain (Yeeaah!)

In the beginning you kept it hidden smooth

That forbidden fruit you bit into

And all them thangs you didn't do like come on who you kidding dude? (Liar!)

Now he lying and stealing anything to supply the feeling

Everyone says to fly on the ceiling

The only outcome is die on the hill (Die on the hill!)

And you try revealing the problem (Problem!)

But you don't wanna hear that feedback (Feedback!)

But honestly you need that (need that!) and eventually rehab


[Chorus: Stray]

You tried to change it but cannot get away

Same shit but a new day

Life is in pieces, in disarray

Follow through with the shit you say

You tried to change it (you tried changin') but cannot get away

Same shit but a new day

Life is in pieces, in disarray

Follow through with the shit you say


[Verse 2: Lyte]

What's a crew to do than be true to you?

And chances you done blew a few (Psst!)

And all of your family and friends in this room

Right now they try to get through to you

Like step in my shoes, the view it's long overdue (He needs professional help, grr!)

And that aggression you dealt hoping that this session was felt (Ha!)

Think in your head you don't need that shit

Don't believe that shit I'ma tell 'em what they wanna hear (Wanna hear!)

You can see that your momma here so you disagree and commandeer (Uh huh!)

So you went to the rehabilitation center sick

Feeling like a bitch though (Ugh!)

Pukin', sittin' in shit drawers

Just got hit with them withdrawals (Damn!)

This no way to live God so you leave the program and dip off

Back to the hood, up to no good

I'm never coming back to the crib y'all

And you did fall right back into bad habits

And fell right off of the wagon (Huh!)

It got you pacing and lagging

And now you chasing the dragon

Wasting and ragging your body (Ouch!)

Your arms are full of them track marks

Now you couch surfing, hurting

Deep down you drowned and know that that scars

How many times you crash cars?

Multiple times from nodding out

Caught up in the system

Now you looking at some real jailtime without a doubt


[Chorus: Stray]

You tried to change it but cannot get away

Same shit but a new day

Life is in pieces, in disarray

Follow through with the shit you say

You tried to change it (you tried changin') but cannot get away

Same shit but a new day

Life is in pieces, in disarray

Follow through with the shit you say


[Verse 3: Lyte]

Sittin' in the cell, got time to reflect

Decisions that you made in life

Toss and turn in your bunk afraid at night, pray to change the sight

But you can't 'cause your freedom's gone

So ready to quit and this course to be over

A year of your life in a cage and now you forced to be sober

Now you got jams, grams, probation

Or race right back to the pen

God if you can help me out I promise it won't happen again

Everyone's problem, no fucking around

Understand now you got somethin' to lose

Finally off of them papers and back to real life

No more jumpin' through hoops (Thank God!)

And smothered in damage, no more suffering dammit

Discovered a beautiful woman, another recovering addict (Rush!)

That went through the same thing

And you found comfort in that, got a number to chat

Fell in lust and all your trust got crushed and brushed right under the mat (Woo!)

Now you reminiscin' and flippin' and missin' a high, livin' a lie

Wishin' to fly, this'll be the last time

Listen, my guy, you can do the same amount

She's so convincing to try

Then leave you behind, leave you to die

With no response or reply

Only God knows why and this time Narcan can't revive


[Chorus: Stray]

You tried to change it but cannot get away

Same shit but a new day

Life is in pieces, in disarray

Follow through with the shit you say

You tried to change it (you tried changin') but cannot get away

Same shit but a new day

Life is in pieces, in disarray

Follow through with the shit you say