Visitor

By Lyricold

On Ashes

Released on December 25, 2018

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[Verse 1]

Last night, we just laughed as we caught up

We told jokes about our lives, it was awesome

Watching you while you talk left me all struck

God, how I miss all our talks since I lost ya

But I get it, you couldn't come to visit

You were busy with your life, I never figured any different

I just wish that this isn't an exude because I miss it

I just hate to see you go man, you just got here, lets just kick it

You told some jokes, I smiled while you smoked man

I just hope you love the taste of Winston's, nah I'm good, you know I don't

I'm happy that you're with me, cause it's getting hard, I'm losing hope

I'm known to overthink, like everything, but nah, I'm moving on

Where'd you go? Fuck it, I don't need to know

You left me and that's good enough for both of us, I hope you know

You made me whole, you broke my fuckin' life in two

I get it, life is better somewhere else, but fuck, I need you tho


[Chorus]

Are you happy? I hope you are, cause then I'm good

I can't begin to wrap my head around, the loss of you again

You left me at my weakest, and I'm seekin' light, but you and then

I see you in my dreams I can't believe we'll never meet again


[Verse 2]

Why was life so bad that you just had to fuckin' up and leave?

I gave you everything, it's fucked up what you've done to me

I'm dumb to fuckin' see, I loved you but I'm wondering

If all the love I had for you was worth all of the suffering

You know I'm glad, for every day we ever had

I'm sorry that I vented on you, God I hope that you come back

To sit and chat, tomorrow night

From now I have to wake up and begin again, I love you

God I miss you dad