Released on December 25, 2018

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[Verse 1]

People wanna call me fat, watch my videos and laugh

Talking smack at every chance they get like that ain't helping jack

I know I’m fucking fat, I film my life and watch it back

I lost some weight, and tried to make it stay, but then I gained it back

I'm fucking huge, I don't need for you to post it up

I see myself, it ain’t like this is news, dude, I don't give a fuck

I feel like giving up, I'm big, and this is getting tough

I'm getting older every day, and die in simultaneous

You think I like it, kid? I'm dying, I am trying, shit

I am jogging as I'm vlogging, I am dieting and crying, shit

I'm growing violent, just go and queue the violins

The fact I cry and find that life ain't timeless, I am silent

I’m growing tired, this is hard to part with, I am sick of you

’Cause man, it's killing me, I never saw this side of it


[Chorus]

I’m a loser, and I'm happy

And then the loser can begin

To get to a place where he is happy

And if not, the loser can pretend


[Verse 2]

I really wish I had the drive to try and make a change

'Cause I am sick of eating, every night I'm fatter

Yeah, like big surprise, I’m getting sick

'Cause I just wanna live forever, time is ticking, shit

Will I survive? And I am fighting every time

I go to leave, I know it, so that I can eat

And even though I know I get it anyway, it's a disease

I wanna see a life where I survive, look

See, this eating thing imprisoned me to die alone

And so I need to make a change before I'm too far gone

To break the chains that weighed me down

Man, it's a struggle that I gotta face, man, fuck the hate

I'm here to fight it every day, the battle never ends

Until the moment that I lose the weight


[Chorus]

I'm a loser, and I'm happy

And then the loser can begin

To get to a place where he is happy

And if not, the loser can pretend