[Verse 1]
People wanna call me fat, watch my videos and laugh
Talking smack at every chance they get like that ain't helping jack
I know I’m fucking fat, I film my life and watch it back
I lost some weight, and tried to make it stay, but then I gained it back
I'm fucking huge, I don't need for you to post it up
I see myself, it ain’t like this is news, dude, I don't give a fuck
I feel like giving up, I'm big, and this is getting tough
I'm getting older every day, and die in simultaneous
You think I like it, kid? I'm dying, I am trying, shit
I am jogging as I'm vlogging, I am dieting and crying, shit
I'm growing violent, just go and queue the violins
The fact I cry and find that life ain't timeless, I am silent
I’m growing tired, this is hard to part with, I am sick of you
’Cause man, it's killing me, I never saw this side of it
[Chorus]
I’m a loser, and I'm happy
And then the loser can begin
To get to a place where he is happy
And if not, the loser can pretend
[Verse 2]
I really wish I had the drive to try and make a change
'Cause I am sick of eating, every night I'm fatter
Yeah, like big surprise, I’m getting sick
'Cause I just wanna live forever, time is ticking, shit
Will I survive? And I am fighting every time
I go to leave, I know it, so that I can eat
And even though I know I get it anyway, it's a disease
I wanna see a life where I survive, look
See, this eating thing imprisoned me to die alone
And so I need to make a change before I'm too far gone
To break the chains that weighed me down
Man, it's a struggle that I gotta face, man, fuck the hate
I'm here to fight it every day, the battle never ends
Until the moment that I lose the weight
[Chorus]
I'm a loser, and I'm happy
And then the loser can begin
To get to a place where he is happy
And if not, the loser can pretend