Released on May 14, 2021

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[Background Voices]

First I feel that desire beyond no one's being on your side

First I feel that I wanted to, we just hold on over time, over time

It’s cold in small hours

Bollting the door against dark nights

Scanning for miracles panning for glimmers and signs

Knowing at best I'm the 10th or 11th in line

I know I'm not really your favorite person, but you’re mine

Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind

I know I'm not really your favorite person, but you're mine


[Background Voices]

First I feel that desire beyond no one's being on your side

First you feel that I wanted to, we just hold on over time, over time

This is the view

Here's how it looks from the sidelines

Clutching at straws reaching from shadows and lifelines

Dredging the shallows from proof and clues in the half-light

This is the news, this is me living the half-life

(Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind)

I heard you've been dishing the dirt

That I'm selfless of kind, more like a brother or sister

Not really your type

And later I whispered "I need to be worshipped, not just liked"


[Background Voices]

First I feel you don't want to, we just hold on over time, over time

"I need to be worshipped, not just liked"

Got to the part where the snowdrops reveals in sunlight

Spare me the sympathy card with his chorus and dumb rhymes

Tear me apart with the love heart declaring "Love is blind"

I know I’m not really your favorite person but you’re mine

(Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind)

I know I'm not really your favorite person but you’re mine


[Background Voices]

First I feel that desire beyond no one's being on your side

(Desire as a sylph figured creature who changes her mind)

First you feel that I wanted to, we just hold on over time, over time