Released on January 10, 2022

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Intro: Dj Flippp: "808 Kartel"

Lyle Gotti:*Melodic Humming*

DJ Flippp: "Dj Flippp Make The Money Flippp"

Chorus:I been in my thoughts thinkin' of stories I can't tell I went and hit the block hit the trap then the hotel got damage on my mental from the pain that I done felt yeah I smoke this dope lookin' for control of myself see I took fed chances for the stripes that's on my belt I learned to talk to God I'm not too good to ask for help I stood up like a man and played the cards that I was dealt been swervin' off the road lookin' for control of myself

Verse 1:I been on the road lookin' for control

So much on my mind that its takin a toll

Put a x on my tongue and I'm startin to roll

Look at mе left and see right in this pole

You wit' or against it don't get caught in thе middle

If I said I did it I'm steppin' official

Youll meet the devil messin' wit' my mental

You play then you popped and it's really that simple

Im tryna chill doublin' up on this drank

Searchin for myself threw my love in a lake

Scars on my heart I'ma thug till it break

I was servin junkies you can't lie to my face

I really came up from livin' illegally

Betta talk wit respect when you speak to me

I was wit the plug we was movin in secrecy

I know the feds they prolly is seakin' me

I know my past and that's catchin' up to me

Tryna turn trappin' to livin' in luxury

I had a bitch but she wasn't cut for me

Lot in my head I was watchin' my company

Designer belts wit' a heart made of ice

My dog get a key and he cut it precise

I take the Glock and I line up the sights

I link up wit' the plug he lower the price

I don't wanna talk nigga run me that bread

Ain't tryna talk baby give me that head

You come wit' a problem we uppin' the lead

You actin' green and we gon' turn you red

I need a crib before I cop a chain

Magician wit work like I'm David Blaine

Sellin' that hard and I feel like I'm james

I'm goin all in when I step in the paint

Time passin' by as I look at the watch

Flippin' and stackin' I fuck up the clock

Stress on my mind swear I need some top

Fuck how you feel if you ain't talkin' knots

Pay me in full need it all in advance

If you ain't talkin' m's we can't make a plan

I smoke this gas and I fall in a trance

I danced wit the devil and picked up his demands

Chorus:I been in my thoughts thinkin' of stories I can't tell I went from the block I hit the trap then the hotel got damage on my mental from the pain that I done felt yeah I smoke this dope lookin' for control of myself see I took fed chances for the stripes that's on my belt I learned to talk to God I'm not too good to ask for help I stood up like a man and played the cards that I was dealt been swervin' off the road lookin' for control of myself

Verse 2:I been alone searchin' for a reason

Lookin' in the mirror starin' at my demons

My heart full of ice you can tell that I'm freezin'

I feel like I'm missin' somethin' that I'm needin'

I done seen so many friends become enemies

I stay away if I don't feel your energy

Speakin' on me you get found in the trinity

I get you lined up like its symmetry

I lost some family and it made me hurt

I got betrayed after puttin' 'em first

I got some hoes it just made it worse

Faded a nigga got blood on my shirt

I got a temper and teeth in my knuckles

Girl put your face on this Louis v buckle

Bussdown a pack and I'm makin' it double

I'll get you killed tryna fuck off my hustle

Chorus:I been in my thoughts thinkin' of stories I can't tell I went from the block I hit the trap then the hotel got damage on my mental from the pain that I done felt yeah I smoke this dope lookin' for control of myself

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