In a second floor apartment

The heat does rise

It's a sensory bombardment

Sweat and tears in your eyes

Well isn’t this what everybody does

Go out on their own

I was the one who wanted more

Now I'm just sitting at home

And I know that I'm not ever gonna get you back

Let me tell you that I’m sorry cuz I owe you that

Well I walk around in autumn

And tell myself it's new

But it doesn't feel that honest

With no one to report to

But I'm standing on my own now

Isn't that what everybody wants

I'm not a liberated woman

Just a country bumpkin dilettante

But I know that I'm not ever gonna get you back

Let me tell you I regret it cuz I owe you that

I carry around this pain I live with all the mistakes I made

I carry around this pain knowing you don't care that I went away

I carry around this pain wonder what you’re doing every day

Happiness comes from within that’s what everybody says

Maybe learning that I have none in me was the point of all of this

I know that I'm not ever gonna get you back

Let me tell you that Im sorry cuz I owe you that

You’re the blood in my veins and the bone in my back

And I know that I'm not ever gonna get you back