Released on September 26, 2018

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[intro]

If only you knew

What I’ve been through

I swear to god you wouldn’t be talking bout me

The way that you do

I do this shit by myself

LXTR we don’t need no help

Feed us like don’t bite the hand

Alex knows he can explain

We’ve been pouring the pain (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

I just be myself and they don’t like it fuck they say

I could die tomorrow you know LXTR here to stay

You be talking game like you got some and we don’t play

I’m just talking all my shit

You don’t even know the year I was born that was


[Chorus]

’96 I was born, ever since

It’s been a ride, no six flags

A fairy tale? I wouldn’t tell

No Disney, I need a princess

Do you miss me?


[verse]

I almost lost daddy in the summertime this time

But I’m worried Imma have to let it go next time

I remember summer 2 O’ 6 that was some time

You would take us by the ocean those were the best times (han)

But now it’s 2018 and I’m 22

Sometimes I stay locked in cause I’m scared of you

But you were scared of your father too It’s nothing new

You go me thinking and thinking: should I be blaming you? What to do?

I almost killed you when I told you my life plan

No I don’t wanna be a doctor, a lawyer, nah nah nah

I just wanna set a precedent cause ain’t no precedent of a black president

I just need father forgive me for all my sins now

I’m on a mission to get it and if you don’t now

Imma tell the truth

Imma show you proof

Imma take it to the roof like it’s summer ’96 that was


[Chorus]


[verse 2]

Pics on my iPhone man I reminisce

Couple questions on my mind: was it always like this?

When did you turn from a father to the monster I’m scared of?

Or maybe that’s just what love’s supposed to be made of (han)

You don’t get it still?

You love the tea I spill

I’m turning just like you my heart is really made of steel

I can bring the future back for the quick snap

VCR, rewind, that was just a flashback


[Chorus]