[Verse]

Existing or exhausting

I don't know what I am posting

Feels like I am just a parasite

And I have finally found a host

And I just wanna disappear

For the fucking period of time

When things are clear

Face my fears

Race is fierce

I cannot win it so I just leave

Trust me, anything I say hurts peace

I'm not able to create masterpiece

Even when I had that magical first kiss

Right on my lips I had the herpes

Stuck with this sickness inside

As the people in court are now judging me wild

The saw is the law for the people that have no pride

The price they pay when they cast the dice

I am never meant to go to paradise

I am not a crop, I'll never rise

Do not consider the fact that

I am so destructive that make people dead

Eyes turn to red

The gallows left

My birth is more like someone else's one theft

I have no future

I only ruin

Unable to attach myself to it

And towards my end I am currently moving

Like I wanna feel like anybody is the only solution for my troubles, But I do not feel so

Pointlessly wandering deep in Aokigahara

And dreaming of staying here for ever