This Ugly

By Luxt

On Disrepair

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Worming to infest

Not quite blood and far from flesh

This ugly only shows it's shadows

Running through the downpour

Sore from all the sex

What's coming scares me still it ain't that bad though

The hints and disciplines

Crying wolf from deep within

This ugly wants what it won't tell me

Still I guess the best I can

Breaking bones to understand

But still I'll buy all it will sell me

This ugly wants

This ugly chains me

This ugly taunts

This ugly drains me

This ugly lies

This ugly tricks me

This ugly patiently whips, fucks, and licks me

Knocking at my skull

Finding every blade too dull

The vault is keeping me at arms length

Smashing with my head

Such a lovely shade of red

The drive is violent yet disarming

Pictures, jis, and moans

Sitting worshipping alone abuse is better for myself

This ugly still wants in

Self indulgence is too thin

So onward with the hardware, force, and stealth