There's something here I'm hiding

Somewhere under this skin

Buried below resides this

Subcutaneous grin

There's something I'm denying

Something I was something I've been

Under this latex lining, filed back

Behind the sin

Fortunes of embarrassment

Rich with ignorance

There's nothing here worth wanting

Roots to my spine these lies

You'll see it when I drop my guard

You'll spit it back in my eyes

All walls disintegrating

Old paths forgotten in time

My pasts my violations

Subcutaneous crimes

Go away just go away

Memories corrode my head

Never "past" forever stay ever deep stay fucking dead

Go away don't let me speak that pussy assed "poor me" bullshit

I was weak, fear that I'm still

So to the past, I weld these lips

Fortunes of embarrassment

Rich with ignorance

Obsessions sad digressions I'd just soon forget

Now I'm hiding...