Released on October 2, 2023

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[Hook]

Dot my i's, cross my t's, I been living differently

Past trauma's not making me, breaking cycles we gon' see

If this hell takes the best of me, at least I lived life brilliantly

There's just one thing that I need, some real external sympathy


[Verse 1]

Now I'm 23, I'm older, make some way, I'm getting closer

I want her, I'm sending photos, now she's with me, rubbing shoulders

Make it happen, late night magic, this my wave, I'm real aquatic

Slow my life, I like the traffic, telegenic, I shot like Ashton

Stars, lights, camera, action, cashmere fabric, designer fashion

That's what they like and it's so fucking tragic, physically, mentally, psychosomatic


[Pre Hook]

Ride or die, you know I'm pushing all my pride aside

Won't show you up


[Hook]

Dot my i's, cross my t's, I been living differently

Past trauma's not making me, breaking cycles we gon' see

If this hell takes the best of me, at least I lived life brilliantly

There's just one thing that I need, some real external sympathy


[Bridge]

I'm so lost in my head, I've got some pilly's in my bed

I've got a shawty on my side, a bottle by my side, books to read at night

But I'm reading drunk, I'm wasted, turning pages, faded

Desperate for help, I'm seeking love, inside this world I'm not enough


[Pre Hook]

Ride or die, you know I'm pushing all my pride aside

Won't show you up


[Hook]

Dot my i's, cross my t's, I been living differently

Past trauma's not making me, breaking cycles we gon' see

If this hell takes the best of me, at least I lived life brilliantly

There's just one thing that I need, some real external sympathy


[Outro]

Some sympathy

Some sympathy