The face on the screen just doesn’t get me

As I smoke with myself to forget

If I decided a degree just wasn’t for me

Will I drown in debt or regret?

Can I gain control of this anxious hold

Falling into the infinity net

Will they stop all that black on the x-ray stacks

The one that keeps making everyone sad

Where will I be in ten years, will I be lying to myself?

Will I be always trying to reach you or will I be with someone else?

Can I remember all those moments that help to ease away the pain?

Or could all the things I fear for still beat me, time and time again?

Will I go away for a week and a day

Will I be defined by my sex?

If the money comes round put it deep in the ground

Wraps a noose tight around my neck

The closer you step the more lonely it gets

Pushing down your secret rejects

Will I be talking to myself on the night ride home

Wishing I’d told you, you’re the best

Where will I be in ten years, will I be lying to myself?

Will I be always trying to reach you or will I be with someone else?

Can I remember all those moments that help to ease away the pain?

Or could all the things I fear for still beat me time and time again?

Oh, and does it really matter now..?