(Verse 1)

I remember the call when you called me and then I balled

And you told me what just occurred and that afternoon I'd fall

Victim to an Autumn's day, brother sinned, and it's Father's day

Did something bad that he'd remember every single Father's day

The man was Axed and murdered and left in bags

The body broke every branch when he threw it over a bridge

And the heaviness weighs in

When do we comprehend?

Punishment is feeling like you never should have sinned

Grasp the puzzle piece revolving all the bullet's that had missed

Dodging flashing window sides when them cars drove by

Gimme all the shields and bucklers you believed in when he died

Fuck yo reasons for this treason, this can't happen every time

Nigga didn't know the code, nigga acted kinda bold

Other people on the block didn't like it when he strolled

So they blocked him on the block where top blocks got stole

He was shot 8 times and then punctured through the throat

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I know regression has intentions but the tension that I mentioned got me stressing, need a blessing

I digress, I am sure, I do all this to impress, gimme all the love you got and I will grab it with my chest

This is bleeding at it's best, bullet holes in silver vests

Kill the beast that came to eat and roamed the streets until the end

'Til it switched and wore the crest, meant that we were all that's left

Real survivors always understand when I say I am blessed, (Oh!)

(Verse 2)

When its time to settle down, fear of the hour

The coward just showers in all the negativity that doused him in powder

Maybe powder that was flour, bake the bread for dinner counters

Never cower unless cowards bloom to warriors like flowers

Keep the shouter near the chowder

Eat the soup for all the sickness

Cancer treatments had me praying she would wake up in the morning

Dr.'s saying sorry for your mourning, it's getting boring

I need something to lay me down

Give me dubs, no, give me pounds

Insomnia had kept me up through battles while I heard these sounds

Voices inside my head

Telling me I should be dead

Telling me that memories will come to me until I fled

Ran away into the dark

All the eyes I see are red

Flesh-indulging beings bucketed the tears that I would shed

This started when I was ten

All my dreams were make pretend

I wanted to make believe but they wanted to make new friends

They wanted to make me scared, I wanted to make it end

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