splitting - Intellectual

[Chorus]

Swear to god, she the last one and the first for me (for me)

Nobody asked me if this works for me (for me)

When i’m gone, can you look after the world for me? (for me)

For me

Swear to god, she the last one and the first for me (for me)

Nobody asked me if this works for me (for me)

When I’m gone, can you look after the world for me? (for me)

For me

[Verse 1]

I can't let you have my hеart, bitch

Might let you borrow this dick tho

So tell your girlfriend gеt her bitch bro

Spit to pay the rent, what a shit goal

I get the check, and I stretch it

I need the fucking world in my hand so I can neglect it

Toss my dick and tell 'em catch it, they will

Its consequences: losing love, girl, I'm losing my will

It’s just this tiny bit of magic left in life that I feel

So fucking fragile, silently, I tidy up when I spill

And ima say it’s alright

She know im crying at night

She know my skin dont fit me right

She know I just got this one life

She know that I owe her for life

She don’t know how I spent my nights, though

Mm, ayo

I rolled the flowers, we burned one, and watched the water flow

We held the stars, inside your car, it’s like my second home

Can't say you’ll like what I become as I become my own

But if your eyes are like the stars, how could I let you go

You broke my heart, I sent that text when my emotions cold

I’m off and on like we ain’t bonded by our fuckin’ soul (Ha-ha-ha, fuck)

Can't say goodbye when all the while we walkin’ down this road

Still wanna hold you close

I’m so fucking confused

So hurt, I can’t see how I’m hurting you

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[Chorus]

Swear to god, she the last one and the first for me (for me)

Nobody asked me if this works for me (for me)

When I’m gone, can you look after the world for me? (for me)

For me

Swear to god, she the last one and the first for me (for me)

I said, “God, can you make this shit worse for me?” (for me)

When I’m gone, please look after the world for me? (for me)

For me

For me (Yo, yo)

[Verse 2]

Sunrise heartbreak, can’t accept reality

Click, click, click, click, quantum immortality

Personality splitting by decoherence

Unconvinced, than i’m real, so I slipped into the mirror

Cause I missed the way the glass felt

I became my past self

Examined every fragment and bled from glitter and powder

My solar plexus on Amaterasu for countless hours

Pastin' the future change, when accepting you held the power

I nee—com, I fucking hate myself for it

I searched through lakes and the forests

Butterflies, hares, and a tortoise

I held my knife at the door, ready to plunge create corpses

I can’t feel safe, daily torment

And every thought feel abhorrent

It ain't no medicine for it

I found the answer in love

I'm runnin' from it not for it

I switch them out and feel warmer

The cold was easy to stomach

I'm offa somethin I'm buggin’

I heard that death on the way, im smokin tough till he come in

All just to feel like a woman

He better know I ain't love her

I treat my body like nothing

Boundaries, suggestions, rubble

How many substances until

You say that you shouldn't touch her

How many instances of it

Until I stop blaming others

Swear to god