I’m not ok

It’s 5 o’ clock and all I’ve done is masturbate

And procrastinate

I’m not ok

Insomniac that couldn’t get out of bed today

No I’m not ok

Somebody hit the reset button please

Somebody break me out of me

I want a laugh i didn’t fake

Changing my habits didn’t take

Pick what i want over what i need

Need help remembering how to breathe

How do i explain i don’t know how to say

Sorry

I’m a problem party

Pick me up cause i can’t say

I’m not ok

Sorry

I’m not honest, nor are we

God knows what you don’t cause I won’t say

I’m not okay

I’m not ok

But how are you? and tell the truth about your pain

Are we the same?

I’m not ok

Ignore the phone i feel alone and not my age

And not ok

Somebody hit the reset button, please

Somebody break me outta me

I want a laugh I didn’t fake

Changing my habits didn’t take

Maybe I’m bored or i’m afraid

Maybe i’m more than just a flake

How do i explain i don’t know how to say