(Intro - Aylius)

All I have is all of my regrets

I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets

(Verse 1 - LuKey D)

God knows I made my mistakes

For them i've taken the blame

But I should start making a change

Cause I keep drinking to numb all the pain

I can't think straight when I got these demons infiltrating my brain

Depression is winning, demons use pain as a warning, hoping today is the day

That it's system overload

I have no control

My body feels trapped in a cell, just like a chromosome

Mind's been overthrown

I feel so alone

Not long ago, nobody knows but I tried to overdose

Some days I chose thе rope to try and take my life

Thеy wanna know the real me when the truth is, I hate that guy

That's why suicide is always on my mind

I've been keeping secrets in for too long

Let's just say when I have kept it straight, I'm really saying bye

(Chorus - Aylius)

All I have is all of my regrets

I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets

(All of my secrets)

Yeah I should of told you everything but I kept it all inside

Now all I have is all of my regrets

Here with me tonight

(Verse 2 - LuKey D)

The day I was close to taking my life

I thought about that through the rest of the night

Do I help people with the things that I right?

As a human you don't know the demons I fight

Hoping at the end of the tunnel, it has light

Hear voices having conversations in my mind

But how do I know what's real when my mind questions all I know

How can I flip the page when I'm stuck reading the same shit I wrote

They say don't fix what isn't broke

Thought writing bars would fix me but it's ironic cause the last bars I write will be a suicide note

Before I take the road, I cover variables

From depression, anxiety, feel weak, hebdomadal

Can't delay the inevitable

Cause death is a certain but what isn't certain is whether you'll be memorable

(Chorus - Aylius)

All I have is all of my regrets

I'm holding on to all my tears and all of my secrets

(All of my secrets)

(Aylius & LuKey D)

Yeah I should of told you everything but I kept it all inside

Now all I have is all of my regrets

Here with me tonight