bittersweet

By lucille

On SHATTER

Released on November 21, 2025

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[Intro]

(What’s the matter?)


[Chorus]

I’m not really happy I’m alive

Often times I wish that I would die

If I perish would that make everyone smile

If that’s true, then it’s time

In my casket, give me flowers

It’s so saccharine

Maybe sour

So bittersweet (So bittersweet)


[Bridge]

So bittersweet

(It's saccharin, It's sour)

(I swear [?] poison)

(I hear so many voices)

So bittersweet (No bittersweet, just saccharin, I swear it's sour)

(I wish they'd bury me)

(So deep im out of noise)

So bittersweet (So bittersweet, but its so saccharin)

I'm a bitch, can't jump the cliff

I'm a bitch, I'll pull the trigger

I'm a bitch, I'll slit my wrist

I hope the inside [?]

So bittersweet

May not seem like it but the rain'll turn to sunshine when I'm dead

Rain'll turn to sunshine when I'm dead

(The more I thought about it, the more I wanted you dead, dismembered, cut in little pieces and thrown to the dogs)


[Chorus]

I’m not really happy I’m alive

Often times I wish that I would die

If I perish would that make everyone smile

If that’s true, then it’s time

In my casket, give me flowers

It’s so saccharine

Maybe sour

So bittersweet (So bittersweet)


[Outro]

(Hey, if you tryna tell me something, I got 4 little words for you, do not call this, however, if you’re cool, leave it at the beep)