[Intro]
Don’t need your bones like I need them, I’m
Starvin’, feenin’ for the kill
Torn apart and bleeding
Hope this void in us will slowly fill
Voices that surround me tell me horrid thoughts about it all
Wish that I could cut ‘em off
I slam my head into the walls
(What’s the matter?)
[Verse]
It’s not the proper way to solve my problem
Looking in the mirror tryna find a reason or a cause
Often times I wish I had the courage just to end it all
But I’m so pathetic, every attempt made will surely thaw (FUCK)
In the hotel room I'll make a bloody mess
Rot away in hell and pay my debts
Empty out the clip into my chest
[Chorus]
Nothing even mattеrs when your dead
Maybe I'll find solacе and get rest
I wish that my friends had never left
I’m so sick and twisted in the head
I wanna fix it all, but I know I can't so I digress
And my back’s against the wall, oh well
Can’t help myself
And you watch and smile
Along, farewell
Lend an asterisk to correct myself
(Lucille)
[Verse 2]
Can’t repair this damage
At least we all understand it and I can't believe I’m standing up
Screaming out for help, but my lungs never had the stamina
Always reprimanded, I can’t even think
‘Cause panic's always In my ears
Lurking around corners I fear
I wish they would keep it all direct
Tell me why I’m always in distress
[Chorus]
Nothing even matters when your dead
Maybe I'll find solace and get rest
I wish that my friends just never left
I’m so sick and twisted in the head
I wanna fix it all, but I know I can't so I digress
And my back’s against the wall, oh well
Can't help myself
And you watch and smile
Along, farewell
Lend an asterisk to correct myself (oh-oh-oh)