asterisk

By lucille

On SHATTER

Released on October 10, 2025

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[Intro]

Don’t need your bones like I need them, I’m

Starvin’, feenin’ for the kill

Torn apart and bleeding

Hope this void in us will slowly fill

Voices that surround me tell me horrid thoughts about it all

Wish that I could cut ‘em off

I slam my head into the walls

(What’s the matter?)


[Verse]

It’s not the proper way to solve my problem

Looking in the mirror tryna find a reason or a cause

Often times I wish I had the courage just to end it all

But I’m so pathetic, every attempt made will surely thaw (FUCK)

In the hotel room I'll make a bloody mess

Rot away in hell and pay my debts

Empty out the clip into my chest


[Chorus]

Nothing even mattеrs when your dead

Maybe I'll find solacе and get rest

I wish that my friends had never left

I’m so sick and twisted in the head

I wanna fix it all, but I know I can't so I digress

And my back’s against the wall, oh well

Can’t help myself

And you watch and smile

Along, farewell

Lend an asterisk to correct myself

(Lucille)


[Verse 2]

Can’t repair this damage

At least we all understand it and I can't believe I’m standing up

Screaming out for help, but my lungs never had the stamina

Always reprimanded, I can’t even think

‘Cause panic's always In my ears

Lurking around corners I fear

I wish they would keep it all direct

Tell me why I’m always in distress


[Chorus]

Nothing even matters when your dead

Maybe I'll find solace and get rest

I wish that my friends just never left

I’m so sick and twisted in the head

I wanna fix it all, but I know I can't so I digress

And my back’s against the wall, oh well

Can't help myself

And you watch and smile

Along, farewell

Lend an asterisk to correct myself (oh-oh-oh)