Released on March 4, 2019

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[Hook]

Broken heart and all alone

Why you always drunk when you call my phone

Only feel like myself when i'm off of the dope

Used to be right by side and now you’re just a ghost


[Verse]

Nowadays i can't function without a blunt or a tab

Hit you with it how you doing i just thought that i should ask

Say you doing fine i'm just thinking of the past

You the type to stab me with a knife and twist it as a laugh

Used to be aggressive always been on acting tough

Nowadays i’m stressing over not being enough

Been alone since the womb i always had it rough

Just tryna help people and i'll never give it up

Scared of being 16 i don't wanna get older

Take another hit from the blunt and watch it smolder

People getting salty the atmosphere tastes like kosher

They say my issues are fake and i'm just a poser

Catch me kicking in some vans and rocking out in trasher

Religion never save me someone screaming fuck a paster

They say God is listing and make my brain splatter

Sever my neck and serve in up on a platter

I'm tired of the demons in my head always talking

Feeling like i'm prisoner my mind inside i'm locked in

Always sitting by myself i'm scared of being obnoxious

Can’t even look up in the mirror without feeling nauseous

Always gotta watch my back i’m looking for the knight

Lisa that's got me waking screaming every night

Life is a game of chance i’ll take a shot of the dice

Can you really say you living if you live in scared to die

Played with some hearts and for that i'm really sorry

Life is fucking war and it permanently scarred me

All bitches tryna playing like it's starring

Bouta roll another blunt and kick like Bob Marley