Released on September 13, 2019

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[Producer Tag]

Morgoth Beatz


[Chorus: Lucifena]

Numbing myself, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel, hate when shit gets real

Numbing myself, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel, hate when shit gets real


[Verse 1: Lucifena]

Pass me blunt, pass me drink

I'm up late, I don't wanna think

My demons won't let me sleep

I'm feeling kinda weak

Probably cause this gin is cheap

It's another shitty week

I'm better off alone

I'm a lonely soul

It's all that I know

I'm better off alone

I'm a lonely soul

It's all that I know, yeah


[Chorus: Lucifena]

Numbing myself, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel, hate when shit gets real

Numbing myself, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel, hate when shit gets real


[Verse 2: Lil Xan]

Yeah, ayy

I'm not a fan of baggy jeans

But Billie rocks sound pretty clean, yeah

My life is like a movie scene, yeah

But I only end up on TV screens, yeah

Shout out to TMZ, yeah

Ayy shout out to TMZ, yeah

You a egotistic maniac, yeah

The reason we brought evil back in

God don't like me but the devil love me

And opioids made me


[Chorus: Lucifena]

Numbing myself, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel, hate when shit gets real

Numbing myself, I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel, hate when shit gets real


[Outro: Lil Xan]

Ayy

Lucifena out the motherfuckin' booth

(Xanarchy)