[Intro]

I don't wanna cry for help

I don't wanna die this way

I'm looking inside myself

Never gonna change what's wrong

[Verse 1]

I’m sick of being lonely

I’m sick of losing people

If life is made of suffering then

I just made the sequel

They line up just to see it

They love it when I’m feeble

I’m dying with my secrets

This shit I sip is lethal

Lately I’ve been fallin' cause, nobody is callin' and

If I’m breaking down, by myself, it’s forgotten so

Maybe God forgot my soul, maybe I just lost it

The second it was possible, was cleanin’ out my closet

I fucking hate dependency, ditchin’ on some truancy

This shit is ironic cause, I need it so desperately

They don’t see me mentally, battle demons endlessly

Suicidal thoughts, take a bullet like I’m Kennedy

You wanna know the reason I’m not dead? Let me tell it

I told myself I’m worth it, really said it just to sell it

I was fucking stupid, I was dumb enough to buy it

I thought I had a purpose, now I’m wishin' that I tried it

I got expectations like a drunk has got his drink

Destined for that greatness but the pressure killin' me

I'm locked up in the basement, don’t you ever bother me

I wish I could erase it, all the thoughts and what I think

[Hook]

I don’t wanna cry for help

I don’t wanna die this way

I’m looking inside myself

Never gonna change what's wrong

[Verse 2]

I cover up my feelings, make myself the villain

I’m feelin' shit so deep, so I’m better off to kill it

I took apart my heart, haven’t seen it ever since

A machine with broken parts, every word is on a script

Every day is borrowed time, I pretend that I’m okay

If they saw it through my eyes, maybe everything would change

When I think about my history, that’s what really gets to me

Half of it is tragic, and the other half is slippin’ me

What’s the point of living if it’s never good enough?

I look at my existence, I don’t know what I’ve become

Battle my resistance, I could be a better person

But this cycle is so vicious, my sins are always lurkin'

[Hook]

I don’t wanna cry for help

I don’t wanna die this way

I’m looking inside myself

Never gonna change what's wrong

I don’t wanna cry for help

I don’t wanna die this way

I’m looking inside myself

Never gonna change what's wrong