In The Matrix - Intellectual

[Intro]

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I was never really blessed with beeing optimistic

Feeling pease is probably the opposite of this shit

And this is why I tend resonate with all the misfits

Seeking validation always need someone to give it

Make a hundred shots focus on the ones I'm missing

Hate being normal, but too scared to be a little different

If they remember who I was that would be terrific

Or I could lose it all and let 'em think that I'm sadistic

That's the power of media watch how quick they twist it

One day they love you and the next they switching up positions

No recognition they'll cancel you for their own advantage

Implanted compliments are muddied out with underhanded confidential conversations

But that's to be expected when you're raised in broken nations

Hard to tell the truth when they reflect it back with hatred

Not playing victim or escaping

I'm just seeking resolution through the matrix

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Though I'm high up I admit that l’am not convinced

I'm a better person or reflection after writing this

Catching lighting in a bottle when I try to vent

Peeling back the layers of myself to see what I convict

Climbing up the ladder really now it's making sense

Why I push away I'm never falling in with different clicks

Game is in my mind it's a perspective I know this is it

I could quit, but I'd rather stay to show you it's a myth

Happiness ain't coming from money or making many hits

But the thoughts we give attention and the way we live

Yeah I'm scared as fuck to think where I go after this

And even more afraid of losing all the people I would miss

Just a human so there's only so much I can take

Impacted by the trauma coming out in cyberspace

A never-ending void tempting one that I could chase

Matrix is the only place to find the peace of God and grace