It feels like I've been losing myself

I'm smoking all this weed, it don't help

I'm drinking from the top shelf

Your company has been making it hell

You hurt me while I'm watching my mouth

Then kick me while I'm down

Am I too much cause I'm needing you now?

You want to quit cause I let my feels out

You had enough and the sky is teal now

I sleep on a couch in the living room

And deep down I know that I'm giving you

The freedom to move on to someone new

So why the hell you fighting like that?

You're saying things you'll never take back

I gotta leave cause you make me sad

I never ever met somebody this cruеl

Till I met the real you

I gеt the feeling that the rumours were true

Cause I met the real you

I gotta fill the void that you left

I'm gonna find my voice in the depths

Of our disparities

Now I'm getting clarity

From my death

Thank you for the wisdoms

That you never use

Banking on the whispers

Of a clever muse

An imposter, once they said

They were the one with a level head

I moved in from that couch to this

My true friends, they gave countless hints

I'm too bliss, listening to music

Meetings with the truth, alone in my bed

Alone in my head

I haven't seen the light in me

So Lucas is having an idea it seems

We're gonna write ourselves through the pain

And week by week we'll free ourselves from the chains

I never ever met somebody this cruel

Till I met the real you

I get the feeling that the rumours were true

Cause I met the real you

I get the feeling that the rumours were true

Cause I met the real you