Secondhand boyfriend

By Lucas Devotion

Released on June 30, 2023

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Secondhand boyfriend, that's me

Chalk it all up to our history

I don't know why you picked him, not me

I don't know why you picked him

Secondhand boyfriend, that's me

Chalk it all up to our history

I don't know why you picked him, not me

I don't know why you picked him

I wake up from a startling dream and check my screen

Nothing there, so I roll back

Grip the mattress seam

And I know, I should be grateful

But I'm cursed by my thoughts, they're so painful

The space in my mind, you inhabit it

Never said your name on accident

But girls can see I'm just a fragment

And I don't really know if they can handle it

I hear the gossip, I hear the gossip

They're telling me I better stop it

They're fronting; acting like a profit

They say that I'm still in the past

Want love but only talk about the last

I don't mean to but

Secondhand boyfriend, that's me

Chalk it all up to our history

I don't know why you picked him, not me

I don't know why you picked him

Secondhand boyfriend, that's me

Chalk it all up to our history

I don't know why you picked him, not me

I don't know why you picked him

I don't know a thrifty store

That'd take this shifty whore

Price tag is marked down

I don't have a worth no more

Tatty, tattered, covered in stains

New last name out of shame, yeah

Looking for a soulmate, hope I got a soul

Ring finger the worst thing you ever sold

I'm alone at functions, I'm getting old

Nothing left to lose, yeah I'm getting bold

Life I've been conducting starts to unfold

It starts to unfold and I unfold

Can't see why they'd want a life this with

Spend all their time picking up the bits

Secondhand boyfriend, that's me

Chalk it all up to our history

I don't know why you picked him, not me

I don't know why you picked him

Secondhand boyfriend, that's me

Chalk it all up to our history

I don't know why you picked him, not me

I don't know why you picked him

Secondhand boyfriend, that's me

Chalk it all up to our history

I don't know why you picked him, not me

I don't know why you picked him

Secondhand boyfriend

Chalk it all up to

I don't know why you picked

I don't know why you