[Chorus: KySkye]

I have no motivation

It's like an altercation

All up in my mind

It's all just to find some

Piece of shit solution

My mind is so polluted

But I can't grapple

Why I am so lost

[Verse: SFC]

Irreversibly damaged

It went to the past

But the thoughts that stay present

Effecting my future

The times I stay quiet is hurting me

Not hurting anyone else

But I still I feel used all the

People I love

And the people I trust

But they slipping away

I don't wanna discuss

Anything that I'm going through

Just wanna sleep or do nothing

I'm stopping from wiping the dust

And it doesn't really feel like

I m actually depressed

I'm just the biggest asshole

Maybe I deserve to be this pressed

But the moon shines brighter than the sun

My emotions really won

Don't wanna hang with anyone

And the lights go dim

It's so shady, it's so slim

And I'm reaping bad thoughts

Just to make me so grim

And I'm losing my sanity

Losing my mind

All I do is cause pain

I just make others cry

Don't get up in the morning

Don't make good decisions

I'm making a difference

By making divisions

Abusing myself

It's like making incisions

Take me to Hell

No more episodes or visions

I don't even know how to express in my words

How much of pain I've caused others

The torment like nothing before

I just wished I lived in a universe

Where I wasn't the fastest swimmer

And you're saying that I'm dry

But what you want me to be, moist?

Now you saying that I'm fine

And I should step up and rejoice

And you talking to me

Saying that you wanna hear my voice

You saying depressions, that it's

Just

A

Conscious

Choice

I'm 100,000 steps away from actual success

And I'm resting for the best of it

I'm feeling more unblessed

Every day

Every night

Disaster is the recipe

Messing up, pestering everything more than you mean to me you are then less to me

Opening doors

To what I assume

Is more than the same

Just torment and pain

The night is anxiety

Morning is shame

Noticeably guilty

But more in the brain

I'm looking up everything

Why do I have these symptoms

What do I do to stop this

I start to look past this

The brain is a monster

I cannot explain

But life is just more than a game

I'm the villain

I'm the monster

I'm the essence

That's dropping the cost of

People around me

Dropping like flies

The brain'll control you

Tumor in disguise

Enter a state of mind

The brain will fake what makes you smile

Taking the minerals

Turn 'em into sediments

And i will consider the pace

To find myself

[Chorus: KySkye]

I have no motivation

It's like an altercation

All up in my mind

It's all just to find some

Piece of shit solution

My mind is so polluted

But I can't grapple

Why I am so lost

I have no motivation

It's like an altercation

All up in my mind

It's all just to find some

Piece of shit solution

My mind is so polluted

But I can't grapple

Why I am so lost