Released on March 28, 2024

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[Verse 1: LUCIDD]

I still remember when I started music

Took SPS as a theme and abused it

When I was young, I would say I was famous

But as I grew, I held rap as tenacious

I still remember when I was annoying

Guys I went live, everyone was avoiding

I still remember the smell of that

It smelled of crayons, cheez-its, and pennies and Elmer's glue

My parents packed my lunch every morning

8:30 AM and off to the bus, thoughts absorbing

I hear that childhood bird

The smell of cut grass and now I'm off to learn

I still remember my teacher

She was a pregnant and I was a leader

If we were bad, we would move our clip down

With how good I was, I didn't, have to worry but it hits town


[Chorus: LUCIDD]

I miss first grade

Gets farther away every birthday

I feel my words shake

When memories topples like earthquake

I think I might see

The future improving my psyche

I think I can count now

4,3,2


[Verse 2: LUCIDD]

1st grade was a memorable awesome experience, with the friends I made along the way are awfully mysterious now

But every memory I remember, not clearing it, now I'm heading off to high school and it's bout to get serious

But I think, now I am washing my face in the sink

Just wanna go back in time and experience how I was supposed to be when I grew, can I see through my eyes when I blink?

Didn't have to worry about grades or fights now I'm living in this world, I wanna take a flight away and stay alive away from light where I can meditate the life I didn't waste or lie in my room


[Verse 3: DOWN6]

128 crayons all up in the box with a sharpener

Must run into the barn today, nerf gun spray, every target burned

Developed photos I took with my kins won't forget what my sister done taught me again

Antsy for visits, my wonder hits limits that jump starts awareness too early as a kid

5/5 when quizing books, hit the bell for the damn treats

Stashing honey buns in my lunch box from the pantry

And I can't see, my future at the time whilst I am prancing

Little did I know what I'd face in this cruel time

Lego brick on the mat, ace the spelling test

Binge vids of the liquid-like-moves, mimed

Angry bird t-shirts, melting in my bed


[Chorus: LUCIDD]

I miss first grade

Gets farther away every birthday

I feel my words shake

When memories topples like earthquake

I think I might see

The future improving my psyche

I think I can count now

4,3,2,1


[Verse 4: DOWN6]

I miss my adolescence

I reminisce that phase

These walls are looping in maze like patterns that haze the essence mane

Who decided that we need to grow

At least I'm more aware of anything I try to show

Scenes of inner family that pester me the most

Don't pout, don't shout, don't whine, don't groan

Etch semi vivid tense led shows

That the artist needs time to find their glow

Endless guidance through the halls, I only stroll

Level 0 but the whisper mask the smoke

But I don't wanna go

I must do what's right

I won't fall for no falsification to my eyes


[Verse 5: teri]

Moonshine messing with my head

Got me thinking you could try intercepting my bread

Too fly to leave an unsettled threat

You could get your noodle fried, mie goreng on yo head like

Number in the bank got me trippin it got 8 digits

Stuntin like blake griffin, but bruh I ain't played for the pistons

Once the levees break, swimming in the lake chillin

State lets the buildings decay cuz they straight villians

Fuck george W bush, put you in a fema trailer with a storm coming, you shook

You see the failure of your governments push

To keep the paper and torture us in the hood, acres torn up and took

You ain't as hard as you look

In first grade I was serving 8ths, burning haze, I pray I'm pardoned for good later sparking a wood

Wordplay is absurd mane, bird brain behavior gon get you cooked


[Outro: LUCIDD]

I miss first grade

Gets farther away every birthday

I feel my words shake

When memories topples like earthquake

I think I might see

The future improving my psyche

I think I can count now

4,3,2