All urgency depleted

Dragged by the momentum of this mindset

Left to sink into the box spring

Yet I find relief in the distance between us

Sustaining a former version of myself

Need to break this chain of thought

Recognize what went wrong

It feels like forever since I've let my defenses down

This exterior has outlived it’s purpose

Cracks extend through the base

Inhibitions amplify with each interaction

Embracing dеtachment

Alone with the worst sidеs of myself

Shutting out anyone who could help

These bridges erode

I'm far too well acquainted with the fear that

I'm gonna die alone

Remember me for everything I’m not

A passing shade of better days

Mold me to your memory

Need to break this chain of thought

Recognize what went wrong

It feels like forever since I've let my defenses down

This exterior has outlived it's purpose

Cracks extend through the base

Need to break this chain of thought

Recognize what went wrong

It feels like forever since I've let my defenses down