Released on December 4, 2020

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[Verse 1]

I keep my composure when I know it's all over

I keep my composure even though I'm bipolar

My mood swings are a roller coaster

Lucky pocket full of four-leaf clovers

Girl, please hold me closer

All I want is some closure

I know you hate me when you're sober

But all I need is some closure


[Chorus]

You're too busy (Crawling away)

Hope you have a (Wonderful day)

I tried to save myself from you

I can't trust you (Falling away)

You can't trust me (Running away)

I'm done wasting myself on you


[Post-Chorus]

If you're in hell

I'll find you

'Cause I'll go down

Behind you


[Verse 2]

If I kill us both, I know I'll meet you there

'Cause wе both love to lie and pretеnd that's fair

I try and tell the truth but the words aren't there

So I just close my eyes and pretend to care

Nothing ever really comes for free

Just take a look at everything you stole from me

I don't care if it haunts you

It only hurts if you want it to


[Chorus]

You're too busy (Crawling away)

Hope you have a (Wonderful day)

I tried to save myself from you

I can't trust you (Falling away)

You can't trust me (Running away)

I'm done wasting myself on you


[Post-Chorus]

If you're in hell

I'll find you

'Cause I'll go down

Behind you