What am I doing here?

Watching my joy disappear

Nothings the same anymore

I can’t even play simple chords

What's your happiest thing?

What kinda feelings does it bring?

I’ve been numb for so long now

That I just don’t ever feel anything

Searching for something to make a change

Losing grasp and slowly slipping away

Nothing I’ve tried has worked so far

Now I’m wishing for help from the stars

Seasons come and go

Meanings soon will show

Of things I’ve been told before

Things I should really be looking for

Phrases repeated again

Worn-out oldest friends

Time and time again

“Get out of your daydream!”

Searching for something to make a change

Losing grasp and slowly slipping away

Everything I’ve tried has failed

It’s always lost in details

Hoping for something to make a change

Leaving home and slowly slipping away

I don’t know if anything works at all

This could be my downfall