[Intro]

Word

I don't give a fuck if you don’t like this shit

I'm not a rapper

[Verse]

Past meridian i wake up

Past tense won't let it shake up my mental

Ill intent, non-advised

Non-accidental

Depression kills people and fucks up dental

And my insurance wasn’t mine it was a rental

This life ain't gentle

Grew up on the block

Clutching on that 18

Before i was 18

Nigga i was a fiend

I was a youngin' tryna stack green

'23 nigga still broke, what a damn thing

I can't recognize myself i turned into a monster

All i can think about is how many worlds i can conquer

I didn't wanna be this way, shawty, blame the doctor

I might be a street nigga but i'm still acting proper

[Bridge]

I been through bullshit before, but not like this

I see the light, come here, give me a kiss

I did some fucked up shit, hope you don't reminisce

Fell on my way to heaven, and down in the abyss

But maybe i deserve it

But maybe i deserve it all

I dragged you in my world full of problems

And i don’t know if i can get you out

[Outro]

I was going through some shit. I’m telling you i was going through some deep shit

I was addicted to Xanax, I was like, depressed as a bitch

And i was coping with uh, Generalized Anxiety Disorder right?

It was a bunch of crazy shit that was going on at that point

(Generalized what the fuck?)

And uh- (What the fuck? generalized what?)

Generalized Anxiety Disorder (What is that?)

It's basically when you’re in a constant state of anxiety 24/7 (Oh right)

That's uh, the ignorant way to describe it

Basically what it is, it's just like, any situation will generate like a massive deal of stress to you