I wake up to the sound of screaming voices in my head

And I wish that I was still asleep, I wish that I was dead

I wish that I could leave this place and go back to the start

The only thing I’d leave behind a trail of broken hearts

I stutter and I stumble, while my head is still a mess

Am I broken, am I bitter, or am I fucking depressed

Can’t take the time, to make this fine, can I get this off my chest

Save your pity, save your tears, and save your fucking breath

I got a knife, I got a noose, I’ve got a loaded gun

A history of drug abuse, a life lived on the run

Suicidal tendencies, survival rate is none

The least that I can say, is at least I’m fucking FUN

Ahhh, am I falling in reverse? Choking on my words? Medicate me first

Ahhh, I can’t escape my fate, chase an early grave, is anybody safe?

I wake up to the sound of screaming voices in my head

I thought that they were laid to rest, but they were playing dead

My momma tried to tell me, son, quit playing with your food

But the demons they don’t give a fuck, and they wanna play with you

I stutter and I stumble, while my mouth’s a loaded gun

They say that words can’t cut you down, with their teeth covered in blood

The knife is sharp, my mind is too, but what did you expect

And if you try to fuck with me, I’ll break your fucking neck

I’ve got some pills, I’ve got some booze, I play a mean guitar

A history of drug abuse, a life lived in a car

Suicidal tendencies, survival rate is moot

The least that I can say, is at least I’m fucking cute

Ahhh, am I falling in reverse? Choking on my words? Medicate me first

Ahhh, I can’t escape my fate, chase an early grave, is anybody safe?

The least that you can do is try to look the other way, because the silent stares they drag me down, don’t ask if I’m okay, if you don’t want to hear an answer, if you don’t care, then just fuck off, because I told her what my plans were, then my momma called the cops

You think it helps, to wish me well, to keep my locked, in padded cells

When every day, my demons rage, you make my life a living Hell

I try to post my fucking bail, I try to live my life in stealth

So you can’t pretend you give a fuck, about my mental health

Ahhh, am I falling in reverse? Choking on my words? Medicate me first

Ahhh, I can’t escape my fate, reach an early grave, is anybody safe?