Tell me that it's all in my head

So here's a song about me

Something you might not have known

I've got untreated depression

I'm 21 years old

And I've felt enough pain to last me a lifetime

Since 16 I've been dying on the inside

I was an outcast

Never gave a fuck about school

I never did drugs

Never fit in, or was ever cool

I sunk low while the whole world played me a fool

I never felt so ugly in my skin

I kept my hope on the back of my eyelids

Whoever said it gets better - that's bullshit

I wish that I could be like the kool kidz

I'm getting older and I'm hating every bit of it

Now say it with me

I wish I was dead

I wish I was dead

I wish I was dead

I wish I was dead

I was an outcast

Never gave a fuck about school

I never did drugs

Never fit in, or was ever cool

I bit my tongue until blood was all I could spit

Until I gave up, huffed and said "fuck this"

I kept my hope on the back of my eyelids

Whoever said it gets better - you're fucking full of it

I wish that I could be like the kool kidz

Because the kool kidz probably never feel like this

Because the kool kidz probably never feel like this

Because the kool kidz probably never feel like this

I'm a fucking loser

I'm of pawning the cost

So that I can belong

Fuck a gift, I thought I'd write you a song

So you could right your wrongs

Now fucking sing along

Cause you're a fuck-up, waste of space

Spitting in the face of the person that you used to be

It's much easier to place the blame

Than to eat up the shame and fix the mess that you helped create