If anybody asks, I am to be left alone

Alone from all of you and to the rest of the world

There is a difference from lonely and alone

To fill the empty void in your soul

But can't I find happiness in myself?

Intrinsically self-sustainable

Emotionally free and available

The brain replaced by the ego

Trapped in illusionary selfish world

Constantly judging

And falling short

Always

The mind will never stop replaying the past

The constant background static that perpetuates painfully

All that I lack

"True salvation is a state of freedom, of freedom from fear

From a perceived state of lack, insufficiency;

Therefore from all wanting needing

Grasping and clinging"

You see time as a the means to salvation

Whereas in truth, it is the greatest obstacle to salvation

You see time as a the means to salvation

Whereas in truth, it is the greatest obstacle to salvation

The visions that I've seen are merely pipe dreams of a god or a lack thereof

But what is salvation but a dream of a god or lack thereof

All the hallucinations, all of the time I've spent alone

Provide pain and sorrow followed by euphoria

Just like I came into this world

All by myself, I will leave here

Just like I came into this world

All by myself, I will leave here

Just like I came into this world

All by myself, I will leave here

Just like I came into this world

All by myself, I will leave here

Just like I came

Into, into this world

All by myself

I will leave, I will leave here

The past cannot survive in your presence

It can only survive in your absence