[Verse:]

Looking out amongst the rebel I see trouble on horizons

Indecisive I decided, at the moment I ain’t going

I was hoping that you felt it, shift as I did

Instead I head the eyelids

I’m crying over spilled milk, it seems

Still dreaming through

And kisses half fermented

Over lips of your misses

On the tips of my finger it’s the feeling, loss

Grasping at straws, wars once stood

I wish I could reach you via phone, instead I’m here alone

After finding you gone

No letters, no message, no love loss on your part

I guess the rest of me was move on as hearts do

I’d follow you through fire if desired

A love I would have died for and ever more the irony

It’s like I was too blind to see

I shoulda worried about self

Got on that thing and left, ignored what I felt, if it wasn’t real

Was it real?

You will have, you

Looking for comfort, darling, and none to be found

My heart pounds and quakes, imagining the family you create

It’s such a bitter taste

I remember when space was our solitude

But me and you were lovers, now we’re all the others

How could ever hold another’s name in the same place as yours

How could I not feel scorned

You never look back, and ever more

I see your face through the glass

The way you turned your way from outstretched hands

As if you’ve never known

Where we could go, in the deep wells the tears swell, inhale

The carbon, no oxygen for miles

I smile only for freedom

No one to tell I need him, so what’s the use of breathe in

Tell me what’s the reason I guess this is the season

I guess I should just leave him

And words that fall where death is ever more

I’m here

And when