Self Defense

By Lor Complex

Released on February 14, 2025

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You tell me that you love me

Sometimes I just do not see it

If you told me that you hated me

I swear I would believe it

Love to cling to all the things you say

And dismiss all the treatment

Sometimes I wish I was stronger

‘Cause then maybe I could leave it

And I hate sleeping alone

That's why I answer the phone

Every time that you are calling

Like you waiting to come home

Sometimes I just shed a tear

Or a river full my dеar

Thinking 'bout my life without you

Man that is my greatest fеar

But you're no damn good for me

I know this but I'm horny

And I'm lonely

I need 'ya

Though loving you makes me weaker

I think I need a breather

Stay or go

Don't know neither

All I know is I love you

And want to be a believer

Tell me what I'm 'spose to do

When I'm so in love with you

Up and let some things slide

‘Cause if I didn't we'd be through

I'm a masochist at this

I guess it just don't make no sense

How come every time I fall in love

It feels like self defense

And yes I do know better

I'm a Queen or whatever

But I thought if you loved 'em

You 'spose to stick through whatever

When's the fucking cut off

When is it just your loss

But I guess it's when niggas

Go get to writing this song

I could never hate you

Despite all that you do

And when we make up

It just makes me think we're unbreakable

Want you for just for me

I still don't wanna leave

See 'cause my heart was dumb locked down

And then I gave you the key

But you're no damn good for me

I know this but I'm horny

And I'm lonely

I need 'ya

Though loving you makes me weaker

I think I need a breather

Stay or go

Don't know neither

All I know is I love you

And want to be a believer

Tell me what I'm 'spose to do

When I'm so in love with you

Up and let some things slide

‘Cause if I didn't we'd be through

I'm a masochist at this

I guess it just don't make no sense

How come every time I fall in love

It feels like self defense