Get so high

To forget about my lows

I had a million friends

Now I have a million foes

They say that love is real

But every time I had it folds

So I'm sorry in advance

‘Bout the way I carry hoes

Everyone I ever had

Never only wanted me

Anyone I ever loved

Had to have a bitch or three

Every time I showed that love

I just wish I didn't do it

Be trynn hold on all the good

And be looking fucking stupid

I had bitches claim they love me

Then they put me out they car

Said I was somеone they fucked with

But was fucking with my hеart

I had bitches say they stuck with me

Then rose a fucking fist

So don't get mad at me baby

When I'm quick to fucking dip

See I seen a lot of shit

And I don't wanna see no more

That's why I lock my heart down hard

‘Cause I don't want that pain no more

If I stay down to myself

I'll never be disappointed

I just rather be alone

Than to think I'm not important

I had niggas take me on one date

And never saw another

Got to kicking it and fucking

Guess they blew they fucking cover

I had niggas tell me I'm the one

Then fuck on my co-worker

Talking 'bout that, that's his friend

And I believed the fucking joker

I had niggas come back in my life

Just to dawg me again

Posting bitches saying wifey

But last night was in my bed

I had niggas ask me for some money

Fix they fucking tires

This bitch still owe me 100

Yet sells dope

Okay you tied it

I had niggas fall in love with me

Or so they fucking said

Drove an hour to your dorm room

Then next week it's like you're dead

All this shit I fucking seen

Yet ask why I'm so aggressive

Maybe if love didn't shit on me

I'd be bit more receptive

See I seen a lot of shit

And I don't wanna see no more

That's why I lock my heart down hard

‘Cause I don't want that pain no more

If I stay down to myself

I'll never be disappointed

I just rather be alone

Than to think I'm not important

Rather be all by myself

Than to wonder if you fuck with me

I'm sick of playing all these games

‘Cause it's starting to fuck with me

I might just run some game

‘Cause a bitch here still got needs

But I can't commit to shit

‘Cause then you might just change and leave

Rather keep shit at a distance

Than to put my heart all in it

It just never seems consistent

So why should I pay attention

Shit just be a waste of time

I got no more time to waste

I'm trynn not to lose my mind

So I'll just get a little taste

Next time that I fall in love

I pray that I don't fall out

I just need someone to stay with me

Show what real love's about

See I seen a lot of shit

And I don't wanna see no more

That's why I lock my heart down hard

‘Cause I don't want that pain no more

If I stay down to myself

I'll never be disappointed

I just rather be alone

Than to think I'm not important