Afraid (Intro)

By Loque’

Released on October 12, 2018

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[Intro]

Welcome to a not so average tale

This here is a story about damnation, repentance, and redemption

And while this isn't one of the happiest tales, I guarantee that it is truthful

See with a hero, that’s not the bravest, not the boldest, in the lowest of low places

He's not even the guaranteed savior

But I guarantee he will make it

Let's join him as the quest begins with the tales of his trials and tribulations

With no further ado, I give u Come Out the Rain


[Verse One]

I am not scared of lions, and tigers, and demons and bears

I am scared I won’t make it out there

I am afraid that life just isn't fair

I am scared my subconscious is right

Constantly telling me I ain't prepared

I am scared that the Devil will win

Convincing me that the Lord isn't there

Truthful

Regrets I have up in beaucoup

Afraid I failed at being useful

Why is my fear so crucial

Wishing I could let it all out no Metamucil

Sick in the brain praying that these songs I sang will do the same got damn thang thing soup do

So who u

To tell me

That I can't

Be new new

Why because I'm tied to these vices

Crazy chaos causing crisis (uh)

Trynna figure out what life is

Riding round with no license (uh)

Life been darker then the night is

Cannot tell what the light is (uh)

Head hung so low

It kills my father don't know where Christ is


[Chorus]

And he know that he deep in that abyss

He can't fight the feeling to want to never exist

His family don’t get it they never did

This rain been falling down

He been drowning hell yeah he drenched

So I’m afraaaid afraaaaid yeah

Hell yeah, hell yeah said I'm afraaaaaid afraaid yeah

Hell yeah, hell yeah, yeah


[Verse Two]

I wanna die. I wanna drown

I wanna fly. I want the crown

The revealing of these feelings

Is telling me that I am a contradiction

Conflicted by all of this hurt (hurt)

Afflicted by all of this pain (pain)

If I make it out this situation I don’t know

If I'll be the same (I don't)

I cannot tell you if that's what I want

I could care less if this you condone

My spiritual lacking, the pistol you packing

Impacting the impulse to shatter my dome

My spirt is aching, my faith has been shaken, have I been forsaken am

I all alone

I want to seek greatness I feel the sensation that I am just breaking and I’m not too strong

I'm not depressed I am not destitute

My denial might try to veil the truth

I see no escape nor a resolute

Is this my penance for sinners due

Is this the hell I am sentenced to

I need an answer