[Intro]

Hi its been a minute Ive been wondering what was up we sorta fell off somewhere along the way uhh...not sure what happened I really felt like we had a connection for a moment like we touched hands in the music video there were these little lines that came of it seemed like it meant something-

(Remixed Message)

[Verse 1]

Yeah hello again its mе Ive been gone away somewhеre else entirely

Sorry bout the mess I left behind got in touch for a sec then lost sight of my lines

[Chorus]

(Oh Oh Oh-oh oh)

I put the best case on the reel

(Yeah just so you know)

That movie endings just for feels

Sorry what did you expect suspended disbelief is wrecked

The plots all wrong and makes no sense, I lost my script, is this the end?

[Instrumental]

[Goosie's Verse]

L-to the double-O-S-I-E her life's still a mess and she’s always in the back seat

Took out student loans for an art degree now D-E-B-T has her footing feelin’ shaky

Wakey, wakey, someones looking cranky, slept through a class twelve alarms like a baby

My names Goosie and got a linktree, any chaser wanna cash app me?

[Chorus]

(Oh oh o-oh oh)

Maybe I should have just learned code

(No no no-no no)

But I don’t hate myself quite enough though

I can't find a rhyme or reason oh my god I hate this season

Contracts ended with the actors all dropped out lived happy after

[Bridge Part 1]

Now I living every moment cept’ the one that Im in

Try to recall the day it got so hard to live, what switch was tripped when my world flipped, was this just fate, or do I need fixed?

You say I love you but I ask you who’s the you that you mean

You say that Im a good person but what is it you see in me the things that you want to believe about me are they really me

I’ve Been a no-one terrified to be perceived all my life

I stayed out of the spotlight but longed to be seen as me but who am I and what if Im not the person you imagined me to be

Clinging to the sense of self I only found from tracing all my steps i took to get here as I document my blueprint on a piece of paper kept inside from when I was a kid and I don’t understand it yet but maybe some day she’ll explain it

We used to think we knew the way our life would go but now were scared cause who would guess that wed be here surrounded by such love and fear

We dreamed the only way we knew despite where we were told to go and now the only option is to step back or just let go

[Bridge Part 2]

I’ve been without myself

I am beside myself

Always inside myself they say get out

But I don’t think that I know how

When I'm inside myself

Im never by myself

I don’t feel near myself, but when I get out

I lose myself among the crowd

I tried my best to protect her

Now I’m scared that she might get hurt

And as she climbs up the ladder

I'm terrified that she’ll make this work

Its not the life that we wanted

But its the life that we made ourself

Its far from what we imagined

For Better or for worse who knows I but i guess that we’ll find out