Elsewhere - Intellectual

I just want to run away and take a break and never look back on it, want to get out of this

Never wanted to turn my back on it till a month ago, when I found out you had passed, I swear I can feel your soul

Don't want to deal with this

Hope you know that you are missed

Yet and still you're permanent

In my heart you will exist

I wish I could take your hand, lead you back into this land, bring you home, to the place you belong (x2)

Do you talk about me?

Is it nice being able to bond over malice?

You're watching me fall into the rabbit

Hole

I'm trippin like I'm Alice, woah

Seeing all the colors

The greens look like leaves and the yellows look like butter

I'm gettin bifurcated as I get extruded through the portal

Left myself behind, nothin here but a mere mortal

Where I'm from we're the cream of the crop

Where I'm from, the hate is nonstop

Where I'm from, everybody looks the same, just a different age or race, but we're treated differently, why?

I just want it to stop

I wanna heal myself, but that's a malaprop

A sneaky little swap of the words that you heard, I'll let you decipher what I just told the world

The panic starts to set

Makin' itself at home in the center of my chest

Heart starts to beat, beads of sweat forming on my forehead and it's keeping me from getting any rest

Arresting my development, a depression accelerant

It's evident I'm eloquent

Rookie, but I'm preeminent

If this ain't evidence that I'm the best then there's a deficit of mass intelligence the total talent tapped is celibate

And all you need some etiquette, you're arrogant, you ain't the shit, you're petulant and insolant while my success in imminent

Yeah that's the type of state of mind that makes you sound all prejudiced

But really though, I'm just a firm believer in myself

'Cause I know I can excel

Because the music that I make is heartfelt

Because my heart felt too much, lookin' for a little love, got hit with the suckerpunch, then the uppercut

Then got hit with a kick to the ribs, and another to the hip 'fore I took a knee to the lip

Knocked the fuck out, if you couldn't tell

I hate to say it, but i failed

I tried so hard but didn't get far

Rest in peace to Chester B. from Linkin Park

And rest in peace to Jahseh, Rest in peace to Peep

Rest in peace to the homegirl from the hometown, Jess G

Too many dead

It's fucking me up, it's fucking with my friends

I love you all even if I don't know how to show it

But someday I promise that we're gonna blow up

I'm doin this for y'all and I do this for the world

I just wanna spread the love, help the poor, open the door

For other people to give they all to all they can and make a change for good and take a stand and bring ourselves together like an ampersand

Our thoughts are the keys, and the truth is a baby grand

Now it seems to me that the staff of life is undermanned

You think i'm spittin now, wait 'till I open up my Pineal gland

Ayahuasca's gonna be my doctor clear up all the clutter then I'll really blow you out the water once I meditate at 528 while I'm trippin off my face

Sounds like a perfect escape if you ask me

Goin somewhere that the Indigo's go

No more control of my own moves, can't be bothered by no offer, I'm the author of my own book, I'ma prosper, do it proper, spotlight robber, flow like water, Harry Potter, magic on the mic, and I school them like a scholar

But none of that's gonna change the fact that you have gotta change yourself and til the day I'll keep to myself