I tried not to think this time

While deciphering the truth from lies

But, not knowing how you feel

Has been the worst part of it all

Maybe regret is my life

I can't feel this torturous life

This is a test I can't endure

Bring the boot back

Cuz I don't like being fucked with

Silhouette of sweetness stands in my dreams

And I rock the mic

Because my patience screams

You torture me

But the belt buckle bounces back from the floor

And I see visions of that demonic whore

You make me miserable

As she holds my heart in one hand

Understand man she cheated on me

Six different times in a three month span

Understand

I'm miserable, when you're not here

I'm miserable, even when you are near

You torture me, with words and feelings

Just as I do to you

This torture I can't live without

I tried not to breathe this time

Aching silence fills my mind

All of my painful feelings

Feed my emotional bleeding

You're silence fills the air

Inside my thoughts your always there

Filter me in again

Bending down back streets and I realize

Her eyes so fine

Pretty petite peek up the street

And she says the walls are wavy

Go smoke, smoke some frickin' more

As all your emotions hit the floor

Because you know you got to be true to yourself

Or you will become miserable

I'm miserable, when you're not here

I'm miserable, even when you are near

You torture me, with words and feelings

Just as I do to you

This torture I can't live without

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I'm miserable, when you're not here

I'm miserable, even when you are near

You torture me, with words and feelings

Just as I do to you

This torture I can't live without

I'm miserable, when you're not here

I'm miserable, even when you are near

You torture me, with words and feelings

Just as I do to you

This torture I can't live without

Sittin' at the jobby job

Early in the morning

Foldin' papers for the public

Mind destructive

Girl is on the phone 11:37 prior evening

(Improve)

Feel me, (my open sores)

Inside of me, (My tortured mind again)

I wanted more, (I hope to see)

You love me miserable (you torture me)

My tortured mind again