This is nobody's offering

This is nobody's miracle

This is trying to turn dirt into stone

With enough pressure i could

Break my body into diamonds

Facets all face outward you know

Boys with crystal chests they

Fill with light they're hard to shatter

Mirrors for me were never whole

I am tired of this stupid human body

I feel wired, most nights I can't sleep

Tossing and turning like the stone that left your hand

So many morning ago

I hope it lies in the shadow of the last

Mill building before it falls down

Buried beneath brick becoming bone

Where do houses go when they die?

Every place I've ever lived is full of ghosts

Every time I leave I make another one

Every one I've ever loved is full of ghosts

Every time they leave they make another one

Every place I've ever lived is full of ghosts

Every time i leave i make another one

But when i don't move i feel their many hands

They remind me

This is not mine

They remind me

None of this is mine

And that gives me anxiety, and that gives me strength