CAFFEINE DREAMS - Intellectual

[Intro]

The eternal exists because of non-eternal existence

It was obvious for way too long, something's very wrong

They said "don't listen to yourself," I tried to be strong

To numb the pain with something that won't make me feel this way

Then i said "fuck it" and I threw it away

I finally see, I feel these drugs inside of me

Caffeine dreams got me bursting at the seams

Throughout my life, this beautiful anxiety

The one you see is not the one im supposed to bе

Endlessly running around in circles away from myself

For all this timе I was pretending to be somebody else

All of my memories are fever dreams that I've forgotten

I got a second chance at life, now I'm character swapping

I finally see, I feel these drugs inside of me

Caffeine dreams got me bursting at the seams

Throughout my life, this beautiful anxiety

The one you see is not the one im supposed to be

Thought I was chasing something, but I was trying to escape

Familiar places turn to shapes and sounds from another plane

My world is ending but its shaping into something so new

I've never felt this way before

Who am I? Nice to meet you

I finally see, I feel these drugs inside of me

Caffeine dreams got me bursting at the seams

Throughout my life, this beautiful anxiety

The one you see is not the one im supposed to be

One life, but my mind is out of control

One life, reunite the body and soul

One life, only one chance to be made whole

One life, make my soul made whole, yeah, that is the goal