Beautiful Disaster - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

You wanna be on your own but I don't wanna let you go

I reach out, you walk away

Feels colder than December, when will I ever see you again?

I live in hope every day

Running away doesn't make it better

Nowhere to run, to escape

Like a beautiful disaster, here I am the morning after

Picking up all that's left of me

Like a hurricane in summer, holding on in rain and thunder

I don't know if I'll make it through the day

Beautiful

I try to make the best of things but really who am I kidding?

I'm barely breathing every day, yeah

And you're out there some place somewhere

Oblivious to my despair

While you're sleeping, I'm awake, do you know?

Pull me from the wreckage, pull me through it

And just get me through the night, I'll be okay

Like a beautiful disaster, here I am the morning after

Picking up all that's left of me

I'm like a hurricane in summer, holding on in rain and thunder

I don't know if I'll make it through the day

Like a beautiful, beautiful disaster

I don't know if I'll make it

I don't know if I'll make it through

But it's like I'm living every day for you

Like a beautiful disaster, here I am

I'm picking up all that's left of me

I'm like a hurricane in summer, holding on in rain and thunder

I don't know if I'll make it through, yeah

Beautiful, beautiful disaster, disaster