I've been on my own for so long

That I bet that you'd probably guess it was easy

But it's just not good for my mental health

If you could take a look homie believe me

I've gotta be the one hyping me up

Even when I don't see any reason

But that's only made me stronger in the end

Cuz I know don't need no one to please me

I've been running from the streets

I've been rolling on repeat

I've gone through a million beats

I've come up from a kid in his bedroom

To now making some noise in the industry

Look what it did to me

Look what it turned me to

I am a monster not talking 'bout energy

It's in me

It's in everything that I do

Gets me amped up

Grinding every single day until bang

Imma turn into a rockstar

So quick man be a fan and get your popcorn

'Cuz I'll be putting on shows if you want more

So you better cop your seats before I'm on the top charts

You ain't never held your tongue before when I popped up

You never answered my calls for help

You'd just hang up

Now that you're calling on me

Well you get the same luck

I'm too busy working call you back when I ain't tied up

I've come a long way from that kid who had fears

Get bullied every day just to write through my tears

And I said that I'd make a damn name for myself

And I swear that I will man I swear that I will

I've been doing this for years

No one believed in me then

So tell me why now I've got all of these people

Hitting me up acting like they old friends

I don't believe it

I pour my heart and my soul into something

I know what's the reason

I know what you thinking

I know that you act like you with me when winning

But when I get knocked down I know you'll be leaving

I know you be scheming

I know you be plotting

But I don't see a way for me to go stop it

I love the support

But I only get it when chopping

I wanna be vulnerable

I just don't know how you'll take it when dropping it

Hate it or loving it

Guess I'm too caught up in that

Yes sir my mind is a trap

For all the negative thoughts and the feelings I have

When I'm writing like that

Can't take it back

I wish I could

For once I just wanna be more than just good

Wanna be heard

I want some food

I want some bread

I wanna feel like I'm right in the head

I wanna know that I'm writing up until the day that I'm dead

I wanna know that I'm set

Wanna be cashing some checks

Wanna be young and be blessed

Wanna be doing my best

Wanna get everything off my chest

Wanna be better

Wanna be great

When you talk about legends

I want you to think of my name

Want you to think of my face

Want me to be on replay

Want me to feel I ain't wasting the day

Grinding every day just to be self-made

But I can't help thinking this is all out of order

When I judge myself more than anyone else

But have to be my own biggest supporter

And I wanna be killing it

But too afraid that yall ain't feeling it

I give my all as if it's not evident

Look at my songs if you want some evidence

I'm just being me

I don't got No Time

To be no one else

Worry 'bout yourself

If you're talking 'bout negatives

Doesnt take much for me to get competitive

But don't take me as sensitive

You just don't know what my motive is

You don't know what's the cause of it

These sentences are written

So you can get the punishment

For making your music

And not thinking that it is rubbish man

On second thought I'm positive

That's why you on the substances

Your music is just shit

That's why to me you're prejudice

But I ain't new to this

You wanna judge my shit

You wanna be my nemesis

You wanna send some death threats

Just to add some emphasis

Well get in line

Shit

Where the fuck is the back of it

I'm just tryna follow dreams

Ain't as easy as it seems

I've gotta deal with all of your negativity

While we know I've got my own to defeat

I'm doing this for just you

I'm doing this for just me

Doing things you can't see

But the truth is

I know that I'm doing this because

I wanna leave a legacy