It's so stream of consciousness at present tense

So aware of every dragging second

I'm so unworthy of anything

I told you I'm sinking

Please say something

Karaoke and computer screens

Slept in your bed last night

You've got the mouth and teeth that could ruin my whole life

You told me not to call you that anymore

Did it feel good to throw yourself on the floor?

I wanna tell you what I came here for

Is that alright?

We spoke of losing faith and getting old

And how there's nothing to do but die slow

If I called, would you greet me with fake content?

Wouldn't mind seeing your face this week sometime

Sick of hating my own dreams

I missed your bed last night

I know it's stupid but you wouldn't believe

How I felt when you turned out the light

You told me not to think about it today

But it hurts to ignore it all the same

And I know you'll never feel this way

But it's alright