False Accusations - Intellectual

[Chorus: CER10]

All I wanted was my promise fulfilled

All for nothin' when I tried to hold still

The ground caved underneath me

Your deception tried to sink me, should've known

I built my house on the sand

Should've stood upon my rock

I'm just tryin' to be honest, lyin' is toxic

So many pieces of my life I've lost to you

Empty words make me feel disturbed

Bursting forth in scores from cohorts that I adore

But their a-lore is torn, gored and cracked

From statements they pledge by and just take back

Like it was nothing because it took up too much time

Because even if it saved my skin, they're never bothered or inclined

To help, because they're busy doing something else

And they always lie directly to my face about the way they spend their day instead

Because the thing they picked over me was insignificant

I just can't begin to describe how irritating it is

To be waiting for days for a response

Just to get a joke thrown in my face like it's a taunt, I don't feel wanted!

All I wanted was my promise fulfilled

All for nothin' when I tried to hold still

The ground caved underneath me

Your deception tried to sink me, should've known

I built my house on the sand

Should've stood upon my rock

I'm just tryin' to be honest, lyin' is toxic

So many pieces of my life I've lost to you

But, why does it bother me so much?

There's no reason why it has to bother me so much

It's just like being interrupted, it makes me feel so disgusted

Feel my anger and my rage right for erupting

This is an issue that I found myself discussing

Because maybe my judgment is what I should be mistrusting

Rather than the people around me who were living unconscious

Of the knowledge that the constant ignoring paints them as dishonest

But, looking at all the possible reasons provided

Like hatred, stupidity or inherent lack of politeness

I'm thinking maybe the issue isn't really the lying

It's just that my friendships keep feeling one-sided...