Anyway - Intellectual

[Part I]

Let me tell you something: as time passes, I'm just getting more corrupted

Like volcanic ash at the top of dangerous masses

Of heat excreting a foreboding aura that blow up faster

Than NASA rockets that never reach orbital positions

Not ruining myself? Well, I'll put that on my wishlist

Right next to bringing back indigenous species who were hunted

Into extinction 'cause, to be realistic, both are equally likely to happen

If you listen closely, you'll notice

'Cause everything I put out takes away more attention

Maybe I'm doomed to escalate my fall until I'm never mentioned

Maybe I'm forgetting some key factors

But what's likely right is the latter, in that people finally realize I should be so much better by now!

But I don't think of my music as me, and that's a blessing and a curse, uh!

I'm a complicated person and prefer not to write it out in every verse, uh!

But, if I'm honest, this album has changed me in so many ways that have me crazy

'Cause I tried writing out what I had felt and realized a lot of things along the way

First, to start, I realize I'm immune to a broken heart

Or rather that, love is hard, but I've never felt it in that regard, it's sad to say

But, anyway, I've hit the conclusion that I should stay safe from making choices

That could ruin anybody's day (Day)

Secondly that, a week is the average time

I stay fixated viewing a person in a romantic light, and I won't testify

In order to hold onto a person that I know is long gone

Bygones of dating are long gone, and that is something that I've grown to accept

I'm not the best at romance, at least, that was my guess

Because I wanted to try it and just forget

The obvious reason why neither of them panned out

It's because I'm just a kid and I don't know how anything works yet

The truth is, I used to think I should just quit

And to continue would be to just kid myself

But I've- I've

Stopped thinking that way

How could I quit rap

When it teaches me who I am to a large degree?

It's not a matter of being good

It's discovering things I otherwise can't!