In a moment's notice I noticed this hopelessness beneath me. Discreetly, put it

All in focus see its woven deeply. Indeed we never see ourselves as others do or

Discover you might've not turned out as the person some would view it's a

Struggle too. But I think uniquely. It's a enough chew when they f*** you as a

Youth they couldn't reach me. Like a public school with a substitute when it's

Nothing new to teach me. But I suffered through what they substitute and the

Lack of truth they feed me. But I must desert the data. How do i deserve this

Favor? When I found my purpose greater. How the f*** my cousin beat cancer just

To get murdered later. You can't define this logic inside of mine I lodged it

Designed and confined in the projects no sign of a dime or prospects. And they

Say I need to keep my mouth closed but I grew up in a mother f****** mouse hole

I used to think that my talent would set me free til I saw myself from the view

That an outsider would see

It's much more than these outsiders can see. I look inside and it's even bigger

Than me

It's much more than these outsiders can see. I look inside and it's even bigger

Than me

And I can barely keep my eyes open. I project success but deep inside broken. I

Used to think that this industry was for me til I saw the game from the view

That an insider would see. And I could never turn my back but I'm in this

Disguise under the pretense that we tense. Goodbye to my mother. And we when she

Did pass my family did crash. I kept busy but never took my time to recover

Yeah and it's no planning for that I swear to gawd I just had my first panic

Attack. Plus I'm in shock when I got to my inbox and see these thirsty ass

Niggas that's demanding I'm rap. What type planning is that what type of

Strategy goes. When you find yourself under pressure and your insanity grows

And you see fantasy froze and you see your plan B is throwed and it ain't nobody

Else to lean on now you trapped in the cold

It's much more than these outsiders can know. I look inside and it's even

Starting to grow

It's much more than these outsiders can know. I look inside and it's even

Starting to grow